Haiku for my Grandma

Haiku for my Grandma
The past is a foreign country…. Il passato è una terra straniera” Gianrico Carofiglio

1.

The walk-in wardrobe
plundered, duchesse treasures for 
small, rouged pirate girls 

2.

We stand stoically 
the photo shivers in the
bare winter garden 

3.

In the caravan 
We play Gin Rummy and Snap 
Soft summer rain falls 

4.

Deck chairs on pebbles 
Hot, sweet tea warms our blue lips 
The sea is not warm 

5.

She rag-rolls my hair
in her housecoat by the fire
to soothe my wild tears 

6.

I could've played the 
mandoline, banjo or guitar 
But I play the piano 

7.

Diving like mermaids
from the rocks/we feared the kelp
with its long, cold arms

8.

The porcelain cat
Clings to the smoky glass bowl/ 
The seashell teapot 

9.

Her soft hands are small 
narrow blue veins through pale skin
The marcasite ring

10. 

She smells of powder/puff
and red lipstick, worn flat
she cushions me

11.

Cigar smoke drifts through 
cold sips of snowball/we bob 
for glacé cherries 

12.

Dougie quietly
torments the piano/ he's no
Oscar Peterson 

13.

Kissing your cold brow
My dad's face was flushed ruddy 
Excitable grief 

14.

The lime green mohair /
sofa was supposed to be 
mine but Pat burned it

15.

Your inner life was
drowned in a bucket by a
daughter's fearful hands 

16.

A quiet heather/ cradle
Brings the shy heathland 
birds in close to us

17. 

You dance light-footed 
to Brotherhood of Man 
We laugh helplessly 

18.

Once, I cried so hard
We turned the car around and 
Went back to your house 

19.

The bathroom is cold
Ice breath forms / my mother sings
"stand up for Jesus" 

20.

The heather carpet/
mutes the walk to Tryfan
I can hear the sea

21.

She buys Sayers cakes
on Saturday, the lime green 
jelly one is mine 


Siobhan Cawson-Mooney is our current Poet-in-Residence. Every now and then we find a voice that sings to us. Those voices that show us something new - voices from out there that somehow resonate deeply. Voices we just 'get'. When that happens we graciously ask that they join us for a time. To live and dream along with us.


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